I miss deviantart, it's not a flashy myspace page, it's solely focused on feeling and emotion towards art/writing/expressing ones self without cleavage and a peace sign *sigh*

it's so much more genuine. i think im going to re-join back into the groove of things, my muse is coming back.
applaud my long distance relationship for it, happiness went WHOOSH out the door, haha..not really but it definately gave me more time to write and think about myself a little more.

It's wierd coming on here is like revisiting an old past, everything is sort of comforting, and strange to think I actually was in that situation once and wrote about it and so on...some of my old poems though just make me want to gag.

so many horrible horrible words used and such cheesy expression, GAG me! lol.

anyways, graduation is this year. my bf/best friend is in NJ. This couldnt get much worse, I'm just hoping to move out soon and be on with my life, i sort of like the idea of a dumpy apartment, with peaceful friends who like to watch movies too late at night and wouldn't mind having a few drinks to liven life up a bit...hopefully one day this will somewhat happen D

have a good night everyone!
love, Holly